Easy come, easy go

Well today December 30th-----Not going to believe this but once again I have the stuffed up head, irritable, fever, chills, and feel like a truck ran me over and then backed up and did it again. Interesting thing is today is my Birthday, the celebration of my birth many years ago. I am not one to ask for anything for my Birthday, as in like my beliefs of Christmas, the birth of Jesus Christ yet people have commercialized this special Holiday. The facts are without going deep into religion, people in general have swayed away from the true meaning of Christmas, hence the true meaning of ones Birthday. Birthdays are not for receiving presents but for the celebration of the persons life and being in existance still. The other side of the coin, Death...we also celebrate the death of one as we do for Jesus Christ.
I guess really the point I am trying to make is that people in general totally commercialize Holidays and Birthdays making the retailers happy.
I personally, like I stated earlier never asked for anything materialistic, I just ask for my loved ones to celebrate my Birth and Exsistance. Allow me to have one day to do whatever I want to do, free of work,stress,and the daily hustle and bustle of life. I am no child and expect to be treated with a high level of respect, I have commanded this and met with resistance. Resistance can either be overcame or one must give in to thus. I will overcome resistance and move fourth keeping my values, morals,integrity,honesty,fortitude,temperance,and standards.
You can read into this blog and figure out where I am in my life at this particular time. I may not have came out and shared it blatently however, it is with in this blog.
I am now going to end this blog and read it as you feel you must, interpret it as you will. The true meaning is with in this passage.

Jack frost nipping at your nose

Hello readers...........Well in the case you haven't noticed...........Winter is here!!!!!! It is cold outside.
Wanted to start by saying thanks flym-flam for getting my "Crash" sick.............yes "Crash" is sick. Nasal congestion that has turned into slightly bronchial right now. If you all remember back about two weeks ago when I , mumbles was sick,,,,you know all the blogs about how I felt I was run over by a truck and yada yada yada......well that is what Crash is going through. Weather outside surely isn't helping matters. Last weekend Crash and I spent all day searching for that perfect Christmas tree...........we looked all over and 7 hours later, it was found. Now you would think I am referring to a real tree right? No we found our perfect artificial one.....I have to admit Crash did find that perfect tree. I should have known how much of a task that would be for a while back when Crash and I were looking for a new car for her she wouldn't take a brand new Nissan Altima because she didn't like the style of the tail lights, YES you heard me right she didn't like the tail lights so a new Altima was out od the question. She liked the slightly older model Altima 2006, with the " I like the tail lights on the 06" well then we were looking now for a 2006 but she didn't want a lot of miles on it......well after a long search we found that right car with low mileage, oh and that same day we got a new puppy, Cody!!!!!!! Anyway back to where this was leading, we found that perfect tree. Crash also talked me mumbles into decorating the outside with a festival of light, hasn't been done yet but will be this weekend. Nothing wrong with being festival and I must admit does bring joy in having a tree and even imagie once the lights are up will be great.  Well back on track so Mr. Old man Winter, is here......readers get a good warm coat for this winter along with a good snow shovel because the Farmers Almanac is forecasting a severly cold bad winter with a lot of snow fall. Readers it is late and I will post tomorrow...good night for now.

That time again

Hello readers,

What time is it again? Yep Christmas time........time for all the idiots that shop all year long anyway but see the need to be even more obnoxious than usual. Yes these people see Christmas as an opportunity to knock inot people to get to that last "door buster" or the last ugly ass wool sweater. These people need to learn a good Christmas lesson on manners. Let's start by when they go to bump or push you out of the way, turn around and push them on the fucking floor, then let the other idiots trample them. This allows you now the opportunity to get the perfect gift you have been patiently waiting to get to. Next let them ignorant people know that you are not going to take their pushy attitudes and move faster just because they want you to, move slower.........and pick up that last piece of merchadise and hold it in your hand looking at it for several minutes, even that ugly ass sweater that you really never would even dream of buying.

Now to gift giving and acceptance, well I would think everyone knows about that one person every year that will give you that one gift you just hate, yet when you unwrap that paper and see it you say, " I love it" but it sits in your closet forever, yep the ugly sweater.............and this person every year gets you yet anohter ugky sweater just a different color or style (but still ugly) Hmmmmm how do you combat this from happening........well this year when you open it, say, " wow another sweater, as if I dont have enough sweaters" follow it up by saying, How often do you see me wearig sweaters? This will hopefully light the light buld in thier head that you don't wear sweaters and their gift idea had been a flop for years.........ignorant? Maybe.........now for you giving the gift.......try to finf that personable gift that meets the persons personality....doesn't have to be expensive but personal, they make the best gifts.

Really as Crash would say and do,,,,,but a gift card......can't go wrong the person can buy what they want and when they want, only problem with that and missing is the personal part.

Christmas has become very commercialized and the only people benfitting from this are the merchants......Christmas is a time for family and friends to gather to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. Many children in this day and age do not even know the true meaning of Christmas, and that is sad. They believe soe fat ass man dressed in red with a long as unshaven face comes in the middle of the night and delivers presents to them for absoluteley no reason other than the day "Christmas". Naughty or Nice they still get a present. I believe we are sending the wrong message to our children of the world letting them believe this ficticious fable.

Well I hope this information is helpful to understand Mumbles viewpoints on Christmas and for all to understand  that I am not against Christmas just not into the BIG push for gift giving and think we should all revert to the roots.

Christmas shouldn't be a marked specific day to celebrate Jesus birth for we should acknowledge his birth every day and for the gifts, well you can give someone a gift anytime of the year.


I would like to hear everyones opinion, good, bad or indifferent.


Have yourself a Merry Christmas and enjoy your family and remember the true meaning of Christmas!!!!!

The last few days

Hello readers...... Well today brings you the once again saga of , "Mummbles". Well it started on Tuesday of this week when I starting feeling like total poop!!!!! Yep that's right like I had been hit by a truck and now just waiting for someone to give me the tag number.....lol....Okay really though, I felt really bad and after reading "Crash" Co-worker (flym flam) blog I was thinking, oh no....I might have the "pig" flu.....well I started a regiment of hot tea, lots of fluids, flushing my sinuses, eating healthy anti-oxidant foods, and lots of tylenol. The next day Wednesday I had to throw myself out of bed to head to that great shitty place called work. I made it to work and through the day. The night time, well that is a whole different situation. Anyone who has suffered from the flu, colds, etc....will know that night time is the worse.....you run that irratating fever, body aches, and just pain feel like crap!!!!!! Well Turkey Day I was able to lay around and watch the Macy Day Parade on television and relax......relax what is that? Well than it came closer to the time we had to go and eat t-day dinner. We drove to my family house and consumed food and sparkling beverages. Well the night went well and we returned home, yep more tea, tylenol and everything else that could possible make me feel better. Crash put hot compresses on my sinuses and chest to help, it did. Fianlly fell sleep early morning hours and slept till 0830hrs, oh boy long sleepy time, right!!!! Now we are geting ready to travel to Crash's family so she can see her family and the new baby. Yep Crash has a nephew and she is an Aunt now. I still feel kind of yucky and she knows that but she needs to see her family. I can relax in Virginia and breathe maybe some "quality" air versus this pollutant Delaware air. Yes Delaware is a small State with multiple pollution Companies like Dupont, Cibi Gagi, oil refinery, and chemical plants,,,,,yes we live in a highly polluted State and could be  majority of the reason Delaware has a higher than normal cancer rate and many other unexplained diseases. Well back to the fresh Virginia air, Yes Virginia does seem to have cleaner air that Delaware and I am hoping I am totally better when I get back. I will relax down there and recover.  The South is slower and not such the run run run atmosphere!!!!!! Well for today, I feel sort of better.....and will catch up on my sleep while "Crash" drives down since I didn't get much sleep last night. I am hoping soon that I will have a pleasant posting and not the drama of Mummbles. All the spelling errors and grammar errors are due to the flu........ let me have that moment!!!!! Okay readers well keep you hands washed continually throughout the day and DO NOT rub your nose or eyes with your hands. Germs are everywhere and with the epidemic our break of flu right now better be safe than sorry. Have a good weekend readers.......Mummbles out  

Oh yet another day

Well hello readers, today I am sick with the flu. Yeah the one where your bones ache, soree throat, fever, chills, and little drummer boy playing inside my head. I read my horoscope and it tells me the following:

Tuesday, Nov 24th, 2009 -- You are often the go-to person because you're always on the ball and seem to be able to get things accomplished on time. But unbeknownst to others, you may be going through your own personal struggle now as you try to balance your high level of productivity with your increasing uncertainty about the relevance of what you are doing. It's healthy to reexamine your chosen path, but you have work to do today so don't indulge too deeply in self-doubt. You can think about the bigger picture another day when you have more time at your disposal.

Interesting huh!!!!! I still managed to throw myself out of the bed and make my azz to work though, why? who knows that answer since my Company allows me 15 sick days a year and I used none this year meaning I will lose them in another month. Anyway so while working today I decided to pick up so tea, yep thats right tea to soothe this flu cold or whatever the hell it is................and I decided to kick my bad habit of drinking soda all day long and replaced it with a sparkling beverage, WATER. Hoping this will flush me out meaning the cold and the "sugar/trygliceride" problem too. I will not add that yet it is raining again, unreal, raining again and the Governor dclared a drought on Monday, can you believe that? Well dont because I made the drought thing up.  Something maybe Jack Markel might do though, yep he is our Governor, must add though pleasant change from the scum bucket old Governor Minner.......yep the Governor that had no high school education and didn't graduate and coducted education cut backs while during her term...........yep that is her.....and that is a whole another blog with in itself............Well fellow readers I am off to drop the President and hsi kids off to the whitehouse....lol...lol then make some tea.......mmmmmmm   mmmmmmm  mmmmmmm.................Have a wonderful night and stay away from the flu, cold or whatever the hell this is........Wash them hands and do NOT rub your eyes  with your hands...............Goodnight

When the going gets tough

Well readers I know it has been a while since my last posting. Back by popular demand, yes I am posting again. Tonight as you see is about , "When the going gets tough"  For me things have got tough, well I feel like crawling under a rock but that isn't feasablesince I have to work and pay bills. Last week my Shitty wonderful employer advised everyone that we had to submit to a blood test for a break on our health benefits. Sounded great, rather than paying $28 per a paycheck (weekly pay) we would only have to pay $8 per a check if we submitted our blood. Well background on me........needles and I do not get along, matter of fact when I get my blood drawn I pass out, yep everytime!!!!!!! They say it is not uncommon so with that said me to go to the lab to get it drawn is a HUGE thing. I managed one day to gather up the nerve to get it done, I met my co-worker and friend "Beaner" there, he offered moral support during this very difficult process. I did it and didn't even pass out!!!!!!!!! The blood lady was pretty good accept for the bruise she left on my arm......Well then days later the results were in of that blood test, Friday they came in to be exact, and through e-mail never the less.....I anxiously opened the site up and to my suprise.....I didn't quite pass all categories.......Yes mumbles has high glucose levels and tryglicerides. Researching this I found that these two go hand in hand....lower one and the other lowers. Well of course I went inot panic mode, yes thinking I am now dying and diabetic. Who wouldn't think like that when a normal reading is between 80-120 and mine is 160 and tryglicerides are suppose to be under 150 and I am 210,,,,,not good. Well "Crash" has always been my support mechanism and she keeps me calm and helps me to understand that if I just lose a few pounds the sugar will come back down. Yeah we have been down this road once before. Quite scared right now is what pushed me to write on my blog page, sounding board so to speak.Crash thinks I am over reacting but I do feel the effects of this condition, high glucose. I am so upset over this new diagnosis that I am making my self sick and having a hard time sleeping or concentrating. Well this leads to where we started when I said when the going gets tough, this said I have choices to make, fight it and hopefully beat it or fold up and let it win. I am a fighterand I will attempt to win this battle knowing I will never win the war!!!!!!! So readers thank you for reading this sounding board post and I will keep you updated on my progress or degress.

Good night readers

You might be a sucker when

You enter into an animal store for (1) fish.........but you leave with (3) fish, fish food and that was for crash.....then it get worse....the "cashier" were call her, flym-flam......lives up to her name and cons me into buying a stupid calendar that goes towards the tree of hope!!!!! Hmmmmm well flym-flam tells me she needs me to get one to break her 100 dollar mark,,,,,,oh yeah crash playing right into it with her...........Well yes sucker me, yep bought one. Oh flym-flam telling me how the coupons on the inside I can use and "it will pay for itself" again I was flym-flammed by flym-flam because I because it was a conspiracy because one coupon was for a bigger fish tank that "Crash" wants , imagine that...........all the others I will never use hence No it will not pay for itself...............ugh!!!!!Well thank you Flym-flam may a flock of birds flying overhead shit on your head while you are walking into work (lol). Well lesson learned..............don't go shopping at the animal store no more with Crash........Oh and for my bathroom door......oh hell that is another days blog..............goodnight readers

Rainy days

Rainy  days, seems like we have had more of them lately then we need. Well lets face it and look at this logically, there are some pro's  and Con's to this.

The Pro's

• Can't have a drought
• Pine tree's and other plant life gets its needed water
• Your vehilcle getting free car wash
• Rain is known to make people sleep longer and easier (if you are lucky enough to be off)
• Checks your rain gutters to assure they are working
• Cancels any outdoor event that you may not wanted to attend
• :Reduces crime 

Now for the Con's

• Makes you tired (if you have alot to do) 
• Makes the accident rate go up
• You get wet when you have to be outside
• The ground is all muddy
• Can't do anything outside (if you have something planned)
• If rain gutters don't work, your having old stagnant water laying around

Now for the ugly facts of rain, rain is known to carry acid to the ground through the drops. Rain when cold enough is now snow, sleet or hail.

I  guess in evaluation we need rain and really have no control over if it rains or not anyway. That being said, we have to just deal with it.

Take advantage of the "rainy" days and just be thankful it isn't snow or freezing ice..........If you can catch up on your rest on these rainy days. We all know that the hustle and bustle of everyday life is hectic and always on the go.........Well this ends the "rainy days" blog until next time readers.

Good-bye

Oh what a day

Well today was "oh what a day" yes I worked at my crumby ass job today for 17 l-o-n-g hours.......I am very tired and yes have to work tomorrow  again. Well not much to say except another day, another dollar made...........Have a good night readers.........and if you hate your job.........Deal with it, I do!!!!!!!!!  Someday I will be able to say, Take this job and shove it......some day

Sunday morning

Good morning readers,

Today started out unusual. I slept till noon, yep that is right my body just didn't want to be placed into gear to get going. I slept straight through........Oh did I mention that I took some medicine? well I did stomach felt very icky and medicine fixed it.
Now ready to get ready for work.......start me day and pray I do not have to Maryland......I was scheduled but my Supervisor asked me to help in Maryland on a case today...........Hopefully wont have to really go though.
Well stay healthy and remember to continue to wash your hands more frequently than before and lots of vitamin C to prevent getting the flu and the swine (pig) flu.........

Everyone have a good day!!!!!!!!!!!!

North vs South

Greetings readers, well tonight this blog will be short and simple. What I say in this blog is factual information that I encountered for myself.

Notherners(which I will call "we", like myself, really don't know how to "let their hair down" and have a good time. We take everything to heart and get stressed over the smallest things in life. We run around like chickens with their heads cut off. We are usually self centered, we are a product of our enviroment so it really isn't our faults. We have to spend money to be enjoying ourselves.

Southerners(will refer to as "them"), know how to let their hair dawn and have a good time, it may be riding 4 wheelers, mud bogging, driving an old truck through the woods wrecking it, riding a golf cart around as your beer cart, or just plain relaxing watching discovery channel. Them dont get stressed over the small shit as they would say, they take one day at a time and enjoy life for that day and happy when they wake the following. They have deep family values and are for the most part polite unless you are ignorant to them. They are helpful and always willing to show manners with their "yes ma'am" " yes sir" .......showing respect and always willing to help someone out. Thye are not afraid to get dirty and get the job done.....

Well readers sorry to say, Southerners know how to have fun, lower stress, and still take care of business......True faxt is most people who live under normal circumstances live longer than northerners......statistics prove this to be true!!!!!!!

Well is it too late for me to be a southerner?   We can all learn something from the good ol' boys


Get er' done

Interesting things/people

Greetings readers:

Well tonight comes to you about interesting people after going and seeing the annual "punkin chuckin" down state, you know the s-l-o-w-e-r Delaware. Well intersting people there to say the least. I saw people wearing shorts while others bundled up like it was a cold winter day. Personally I think shorts was the interesting since it was rather cold out. Then you had the loud abnoxious people who hoot and hollar over nothing at all. One punkin that was tossed through this launcher went straight up and back towards the crowd....thank goodness it didn't hit anyone though. Next interesting thing was just finding the place.....after "Crash" drove and drove with the advisement of local Town people telling us where to go...finally we ended up in the pit area......yep that lady gave us directions and yes it was a long way around. We made it though..........Well overall good day........and now time to wind down and get some sleep.....

Well goodnight people

Time clock

Well reader I imagine you read the title and thought, what in the world could he being talking about our time clock at work. Well no this posting is not about the,"time clock at work" rather our individual time clock. Yep you got it the time clock of life. Yes when you are born the clock starts running, some of us have clocks that run long long times and others shortened time frame. There are many thoughts that I have heard and theorys. One of the most interesting theorys I have heard really makes you stop and think. Now you will have to have an open mind, ready? How do you really know you are alive right now? How do you know that you are not already dead and walking among the dead with periods of seeing the living, possibly what you cause De' Ja Vue......you know the time when you feel like you have alreadyh done this once before? Pretty scarey when you think about it.....They have all kinds of movies about this type of stuff. Really gets you thinking though, well if you have a micro-analytical mind anyway. Life is really short when you break it down, if yo are lucky now a days you may reach the age of 90......but lets face it most won't. Do you think stress plays a part in this? Well proven facts are it does.......lower you stress and everything falls into place. Not an easy task in this crazy world we live in. So I leaved you with this question, Are we living in dementions? Are we already dead living in what we think is real and alive? This is interesting mind boggle and I realize that most wont accept this and consider this posting to be ridiculous, question is can you prove me wrong and would you really know if you were already dead? When you get a limb amputated your body still believes its there, it feels it is there.......well food for thought. Didn't mean to creep anyone out but thought I would throw it out there.

Individualality

That right tonights blog is all about people and their individuality, Most people in todays society are losing that and coming more dependant upon other people and/or copying role models like singing stars, actors, etc......What makes you who you are is your own personality, look, and demeanor. Taking on someone elses traits makes you a "fake". One must feel comfortabel with themself before they can be an individual. You should be that shining star that sticks out for your independance and stability in this ride of life. One should not be afraid to express theirself or do something by thierself.

There is an old saying that I learned at a young age, Its nice to be important but it's more important to be nice

Well all I can say is shoot for the stars.......Do not let anyone hold you back.

Exercise

Thats right readers, today is about exercise.

In the United States it is estimated that 60percent of americans will die of obesity. Now I know you are wonder, wow how can being over weight kill someone. The hard true facts are that the weight that we all seem to put on causies underlying effects. I have personal expierence with this problem, my weight bounces like a rubber super ball. Naming a few underlying illnesses caused by obesity: Diabetes, high blood pressure, heart disease, joint and muscle problems. Once you develop any of these usually your Doctor, most Doctors will prescribe you medication to control which ever one you may have developed. Yes now you start on the medication and you find that one medication that is helping your intial problem is now causing another problem to one of your internal organs. Well the Docotr to combat this from happneing will put you yet on another medicine to "protect" the organ form the first medicine. Let's face it, these "medicine" are chemically made from pharmacutical Companies. Ever been in your Docotrs office and the pharmacutical representative comes in? Yep pushing heir chemicals for the Doctor to prescribe to you! Okay that is another blog with in itself. If you are fortunete enough to have a family Docto who is not a "pill pusher" then yor Doctor may prescribe a low dosage drug to lower whatever reading is hogh then build you or develope an exercise program for you to help lose them pounds that are causing the problems to begin with. Did you know exercising dailey will do the following: lower blood sugar, speed up metabalism, strenthen the heart muscle, stretch the muscles and bones, lower your pulse rate and reduce stress through the release of endorphines. I know everyone wants to lose weight, especially me....and we have a million of excuses as to why we can't. The reality is we do! If it be joining a gym, walking around your neighborhood, driving to a park and walking, slimbing up and down steps, or just walking faster everywhere you go that is exercise!!!!!!  I think I wrote this blog today not only as information to anyone who struggles as I do but to motivate myself to get on the program and drop those pounds. The contects in this blog page is my (mumbles) views and opinions.Before starting any exercise it would be suggested to review it with your Doctor to assure you can with stand the physical excercise  and endurance.

Hope this was inspirational and helpful.....and to those of you who can eat, eat, eat and gain not a pound of weight......like J-rod from the animal store, consider yourself so, so lucky.

The things you do for love

Hello people, well tonight we are going to discuss things people do for love and when "in love". Let's claify that there is definetely a difference between loving someone and being "in love" with someone.

To be "in love" is an unconditional love. The deep heart filled love that travels so deep into your heart that you would take a bullet for that someone. You would do anything for that person you are "in love with"

To "love" someone is to have a feeling of safeness with that special person. Unfortunetely it is NOT unconditional, rather it has restrictions and conditions.

Now to the meat and potatoes of this blog, what people do for love! Well poeple give up friends, family, and aquaintances. People have been known to cause physical injury up to death on another person for their love. they are "in love" with. People have comitted crimes of all sorts. Now for the other romantic side, people buy flowers, take trips, buy gifts, get married, get loans together ect....you got the drift.

Love is a strong emotion that should never be taken for granted, In love is even a worse emotion where people will do anything for the one they are "in love" with.....this can be dangerous and alot of men stay clear of ever being "in love". I am not stereo typing one gender and will just say that one partner can have a controlling effect over the other partner when in the "in love" stage. Beware of the "in love" and assure that it is truely the right person whom will not take advantage of your emotions and use as their motivation.

In love can be a beautiful expierence if not taken advantage of.........When two people are truely "in love" with one another they can live a long term healthy relationship or marriage.

Well I hope this blog was helpful to people out there reading this blog, use caution when it comes to "love" and "in love". Remember there are so many other factors to also look at such as, jealousy,phychological status, stability, long term goals, family background, substance abuse, alcoholism, demeanor, honesty, trustworthiness, and integrity.

People choose wisely, it could be your future at stake!!!!!!

Yesterday evening

Well nothing real exciting, pretty much the usual, yeah except the fact that I broke down and bought an I-Pod......nice piece of musical equipment, even got some extra's with it at a low price. I found it on Craig list and met the guy of course in a nicely lit public place. Well got it home to find out that it was not as easy as I had thought, yep had to spend over an hour downloading programs "I-Tune" then try to reconfigure it from "Bill's" I-Pod to Mumbles I-pod......well that wa sa feat with in itself. Window Vista the best worse window based program around kept refusing it......finally got it and it finally worked. Whew all that hard work then Crash came home from that great shithole place she works with her excellent dickhead general manager. Crash saw what she said was the small i-pod and add-ons  and of course wanted to play with it.....then we went out to get something to eat so of course yep , we took the new i-pod to try it in the car with the extra thingy he threw in for free. Got it into the car hooked it up in seconds and worked like a charm, accept for the awful music "Bill" has on there. Next trick figuring out how to load music onto it.......well we got home went to bed and here I am logging this morning......Oh did I add that crash now wants that i-pod I just got? Oh and that "Crash" was setting the alawrm clock for 5:30am.....until I asked Why? Crash then revised the settings on the clock to 8:00am. 5:30am for no reason.....Hell no!!!!!!! Those days are over for me, I used to get up every morning at 5:00-5:30am when I spent my time in the Great higher education abuse Academy.....Okay well another  day to survive..........People have a super day today.....yesterday was the full moon so it should be a little quieter tonight.

Good day

Okay wll today is a great okay okay day. I receiveda telephone call from NewCastle County Police Department, of course I thought oh no now what.....but it ended up being a good call. Police said they found Crash's credit cards and SS card, in a crack house,,,,,,,hmmmm think she was in this house? Hell no!!!!!!!! anyway, the Police Woman came to the house and actually dropped it off to her along with her co-worker "Anxious". Anxious was called by "Crash" and the woman Police Officer gave Crash , Anxious's wallet and ID to give to her. Well it was pretty evident that the culpret who stole the wallet "worked" at the animal place that they work. Anyway then a check came in the mail,,,,,,not the check I have been waiting for, you know the Big money one but a smaller money one. Then we received this crazy scratch and sniff thingy from Delmarva Power, yeah crazy as it sounds you scrath this little blow flame and it gives you the smell of natural gas, so of courseI gave it to Crash and she immediately says........OH MY GOD THAT IS WHAT I SMELL. Panic set in and of course I Mumbles call the Delmarva Power people and say come now smell gas. Delmarva shows up in record time, you would have thought our house blew up, oh yeah and the lady on the phone says that IF you aren't home and we need to get into you house and your not home we will break down your door.....what does Crash do.......Yep springs into action and writes on a bright yellow paper to Delmarva to NOT break down our door......and szhe posted it in the screen door!!!!!!! Well the guy checked and we have no gas......leak in the house, maybe out of Crash's Ass butt but not the house. Well now time for us to head to the shitholes work! Hope the day continues in this positive direction for it will make for a great good day!!!!!!! Will blog later tonight to keep you up to date how it went the rest of the day. Oh and for spell check,,,,,,didnt see that option

Who am I

Today people this blog is about me, yeah Mumbles:

My life started out great!!!!! Everyone's beginning is great, let's face it the day you are born there is no stress, no bills, no school, no job to worry about, and most of all you have no worries.
Well then you begin to grow and see this crazy world we are living in. You have to remember, you know nothing except what you learn from what you see and hear. If you were one of those who was fortunete enough to grow up in a totally functional family, you know the nice house, new clothes to wear, Mother and Father home with you and spent time with you, and no kind of drug or alcohol abuse you are very lucky and don't ever underestimate how much that has to do with how you turned out.
I wasn't so fortunete, now I didn't come from a totally disfunctional family but we didn't have much money and clothes. My parents well Mom (God rest her soul) worked so hard, she was a Manager at a retail store no longer around, Gaylords. She would work long hard hours to put food on the table, no we didn't eat dteak, seafood, or caviar....we ate potato soup, hotdogs, tv dinners.....well it was food right? My dad, he owned his own Company and would get up every morning very early, 5:30am and be gone before I would even get out of bed. I would get out of school at 2:50pm everyday, and at my younger years had to go to a baby sitters house until my mom would pick my up, dad never picked me up!!!!! I would see Mom's cadillac pull up out front and I would come running, so happy to see her and to go home. Guess you wondering if I am an only child, no I have a brother but he is 6 years older than me and of course didn't want to hang out with his annoying little brother.Okay so now back to me being picked up by Mom. We would go inside the house sit at our dinign room tabl and just talk. We would eat dinner and yes my older brother would come in eat then back out again, Dad wasn't home and for years Mom would say, Dad is at work. I would go bed you know a reasonable time and still Dad not home...my older brother would come strolling in later, yeah we shared the same room. I finally realized that my Dad wasn't actually working 20 hours a day, he was working then he would go straight to a bar where he would drink then come home to just eat then fall sleep on the reliner. He would get up again at 5:30am and gone for the the whole day/night. Growing older and realizing what was really going on I saw clearly, Mom was holding our family together and supporting us. We had many problems but Mom tried to always make them seem okay.....When winter came oil heat sucked, not because it didn't work but because we couldn't afford it, so yes we went wthout heat. My brother and I would wake up in the morning blowing smoke out of our mouths. We got used to no heat and no air conditioning, finally when my brother graduated High school and his high school was a catholic school you know the kind you had to pay to go to, Mom paid for it too. He did graduate and then of course he wanted to go to college, hmmm just another very expensive bill for my Mom. Yes he went to College and yes Mom helped him pay, she paid whatever student loans and grants didn't. For me well just hanging out and trying to make it through grade school and high school. High school for me hmmm well I went to public school because we didn't have the money for a catholic school for me, that wasnt an option. Oh of course I wanted a high school graduation ring, yeah I bought that myself.....but I did graduate and now wanted to go to college......couldn't happen.....we had no money and at this point our family was so broke we lost our house, Dad stepped to the plate now and got us this house we now rented.....Dad and Mom had to pay rent, utility bills, you know the normal life bills to survive. So for me no college rather get a job to help the family. I did that Diver Chevrolet, mechanic......yes I made oaky money and all but not really what I wanted to do but it worked I guess. Well things took a turn for the worse....Mom got real sick fever 105 degrees no one around to take care of her but me....yeah me....like I knew what to do. I paniced as she worsened through the nigh, I kept calling the bar for my Dad at least 10x it got to the point where the bar maid would say, it's your son, I could hear my dad say tell him I left.....finally at approx. 2:30am my dad came home and intoxicated....he went tothe bathroom and placed cool compresses on her head but the fever didn't come down. She was awake all night and so was I next to her worried to death she would be alright.....my dad....sleeping! My brother not around living in a college dorm. Well my Mom ending up being diagnosed with MS and things got worse....now she couldn't work, yep the bread winner of the house who kept us fed, lights on and running water couldn't do it anymore. Well as you could figure we couldn't pay rent so yes we were evicted by our landlord. Well now we were spiraling downward, we moved into the worse neighborhood in NewCastle at the time Duross Heights, labled as do wrong heights.....I hated it there....I had a car and the first night there someone spray painted the whole side of it, great neighborhood. The house was very small and basically so run down dusty, moldy ugh! it was haoorible and not good for my Mom's condition. My Mom-Mom (thats what we called my grandmother on my dads side) seen what was going on and asked my Dad to add an in-law suite onto her property and she would refinance her house to afford this. This was done. Oh and for my brother this whole time well he finished college then went straight into the Army, way to be there!!!! Well finally new house was done and Mom seemed excited to have something new for once in her life, she deserved this. One week after moving into the new house Mom got very ill, this time it was Cancer....My brother at this point was still doing the Army thing but National Guard, you know weekend worrier and during the week, he was a Police Officer, he eventually married and got his own home with a great life. Mom got sicker and sicker only getting to enjoy her new deserved house for really 2 months the rest of her time spent in the house was in pain and aggony and making trips to radiation. Dad would take her to radiation then drop her off, then to the bar, I would work then straight home to be with her. She was told by the Doctor she only had a short period of time to live, she got me, my dad, and brother on the phone and told us all she was dying.....yes my best friend was dying......she made us promise we would stay together as a family and for me and my brother to take care of my Dad and on Thankgiving assure we all spent it together....we all promised her we would. 10 days later my best friend, my Mom died. Wow, I was traumaized couldn't believe it.....She was such a fighter and taught me so much with so little rescources. She died on Halloween, it was my favorite holiday.
Well now brings us to current, who I am,,,,,,not real sure it seems as though I didn't turn out quite like she wanted me to, I have had more downs than ups. I try to do the best I can but never seems to be good enough...yeah foloowed in my borthers foor steps being a Police Officer yeah that didn't work out, Now I struggle day to day....I try to remember what my Dad did wrong and not have that happen to me....you know losing houses, no heat, not paying bills. Well to this day.....I can honestly say.....I really do not know who I am. I do know where I came from though and some great memories of what Mom had done for me to try to make it all seem normal until she just ran out of energy and couldn't do it anymore. Now I have to worry about Dad, all them years of drinking catching up with him and his health isnt so great.....yep back to worrying about what is going to happen to my Dad. Well someday before I get old and sickly I hope to find out who I really am.
Reflecting back to the beginning of this real story, I have only learned what I seen and heard, that is what made me who I am right now along with the teachings my Mom Gave me.

Well this is my life now......struggling,working, and just barely surviving. I am not an alcoholic nor drug abuser. I am a work-oholic...Barely make the bills and scrape by. No savings account....For my brother, very sucessful and no money worried, big house, pensions from the army and could retire from Police if he wanted to. He has two boys and a wife.

This was not written for anyone to cast pitty on me rather for a venting board for me that I can erase when I want to which I will eventually.....

Word of advise, Do your schooling, college, and anything else that will set you up for a good life when you are older.I guess being selfish isnt always a bad thing, I wasn't and here I am.........

People

Good evening people, Well Halloween went okay tonight, had to work but was okay.

I often wonder what makes a persons mind tick.....you know what they are thinking and what makes them act in such manner.

Ever hear the saying" the unknown" well that is exactly what this is the unknown.....but looking into how human nature is will help to identify the why's.

This is not a long blog just one to express that I wish I knew what made someone think a particuliar way. Oh and for the record, once a person thinks a certain way, there is no changinf them. Sad but true.

The end

Halloween

Hello followers!!! Happy Halloween, yep once again it is here followed by all the rest of the crazy out of control Holidays.....but for now Halloween. Halloween believe it or not is one of top 3 Holidays celebrated. We all know why!!!!!!Well for the young children it is a day they get all excited about to dress up in costume and go door to door and get the free candy, new born babies, time for mom or dad to show off their new kid, for teenagers a time for either still dress up in costume yea free candy or for them to attend a halloween party. Now we get to the adults, yep us adults either dress up for work, dress up for a party, or dress up to scare the little kids trick or treating. Well followers tonight will be a trick for anyone coming to our house....yep that right no candy for the little ones, unless "crash" decised to leave a candy basket outside which is likely knowing crash with a note that just says, sorry could't be here just take one piece.......Then we have the adults who would love to dress up but can't because their bosses won't allow it, oh well yea I fit that category but may buck the system tonight if I can located my custumes and find the time to get to the over filled basement to look for them. Well have a spooky, erie, fun filled night no matter what you do, even if you end up just sitting on the couch watching scarey movies...Happy Halloween

Friends-

Well people today we are going to talk about "friends". How do you guage who is a friend versus an aquaintance and so on.

Here is the true hard facts, this may be rather discouraging to those who have to have friends........you know the people that just can't live without knowing they have friends.

I personally thought I chose my friends wisely but recently have found out how wrong I really am.

Okay lets start this out by saying I categorize people I meet as follows:

Best friend(s)
Aquiantances
Business Associates
Associates
People I just can't stand

Best friend(s)-This is a person that I have known more than a year, someone who has proven themselves to be worthy and of high integrity and honesty. This person must be one that would drop whatevever they are doing to come to the aid if an emergency arises, no matter what they are doing. This person must have never violated moral turpitude.

Aquaintance- This is someone who I have met and have not evaluated thier moral turpitude, integrity, honesty, and never tested. This person would be just a very brief conversation about general things, nothing personal about me given to this person. Yes we would be friendly saying hello and small talk. This person could potential end up being a best friend. Another name for aquaintance in my book would be just plain friend.

Business Associate- This is the person who you have met through work, never know them any other way. This person would most likely never be a best friend. I always keep my guard up and watch that this person doesn't turn on me in the business setting. The minute this person did anything that would turn on me they would end up as "people I just can't stand"

Associates- This would be a person whom I have met through another person and/or met through conversation out some where. This person could potentally fit into any category depending how they act and after evaluation period. When they are an "Associate" basically we only engage in conversation about general stuff and this person surely would never come to my house or know where I live at this status.

People I just can't stand- This is a person who I would not even Associate with. This person I do not speak to and will go out of my way to avoid at all times. This person could never work their way into any category above even if they work with me. Quite frankly this person would be of no value to me, if this person made any type of aggressive move towards me they would be sorry.

Well now you have the above chart as a guide of how I category people.

To speak on most recent expierence, I work with Beaner.....Beaner and I have history.....We worked together in a professional job one that is considered a brotherhood. This placed him into an aquaintance status that went into a best friend status. Well I helped Beaner out through some tough times and got him full time employment with benefits and all. Well Beaner has recently made some real bad decisions and the Company I got him employed through he has been screwing over.....yea I made a bad choice it has appeared. Beaner informed me that he was going to leave this Company to take a part time job with no benefits,,,,,he said he is going back to the old type professional job....part time......Ms Airline Beaners girl will not be happy about this since Beaner in the past 2 years has went through over 7 jobs, causing distress in his household. I tried to talk to Beaner about this but he blew me off and said he made his decision he is leaving the Company once he gets all his classes done and what he needs he is out. Yea basically using the Company I got him a job at, you know the job that pays the bills and puts food on his table. Well ending this I will just say choose your friends/aquaintances wisely and evaluate them well before acepting them as best friends. I do have to add though that "Beaner" has in the past been there during some emergency times for me. I have in return done alot for him.....I wish I could have written much better news.....but this is the facts and only the facts.......oh and for "Crash" her opinion of Beaner, well not real sure right now because Crash is just looking out for my best interest and if it means letting Beaner go as a friemd , well so be it.......Lesson learned for me!!!!!!!!

Over the hump day

Well people, yes we are over the hump thats right we have all made it past hump day or for you laymens "Wednesday".

Talk for the day is about working and Companies:

Ever notice that now a days Companies are expecting more and more out of you? Yet they still pay you the same rate of pay, take away vacation days, take away personal days, and oh lets not forget the we can't pay you any overtime.Company logic is, if a fellow co-workers unfortunetely loses their job you are now expected to not only do your current job but theirs. It usually starts out with the "Company" saying well since (John Doe) is no longer with us I have to ask you to help out with doing his duties until we fill his spot......sound familiar? So of course in fear of losing your job if you do not do this, you do. You are thinking well okay this will only be until they find someone. Now what happens is you begin doing both jobs, well the "Company" looks at it and says hmmmmm wow we can save payroll, this person can handle both jobs, great!!!!!! Boss is happy his payroll is cutback and he/she meets their payroll goals that the "Company" placing upon them. Now time goes by and you begin to get burned out, you still push on and figure it is time to use that one week vacation that you still have left, since they took away the other week you used to have before cut backs. You take vacation and while on vacation of course you receive numerous calls from the "boss" and "co-workers" asking how to do this or that....you find yourself on yor phone more than enjoying yourself and relaxing as you set out to do. Well you push through that and finish your vacation only really getting one to two days of relaxation needed. Now for the back to work day......you dread getting out of bed but you do and arrive at work. Well you know where this is leading........you walk in and the "boss" oh who is a lazy f*ck says glad you are back, he/she then rambles off everything that went wrong while you were gone. Well the only great benefit of him/her telling you this is in your mind you are thinking , "job securtity" obviously no one can do what I do. So you start your day and as you begin to start your daily routine finding all kinds of double work, double what you normally have to do.......yes you got it.....no one did anything while you were out and now you are not only doing the job of 2 people but double work maning the job of 4 people. You being human get pissed but you refrain from snapping.....you start to clean up the back log of work and your lazy ass "boss" walks up to you and asks why this and that isn't done.....well now your fuse is lit but you don't want to snap because you need your job.You swallow all the words you are wanting to say to lazy ass boss. Now you are foing the work of 4 people, mad, disgusted, and feel like you are being used. You make it through the day and go home thinking how to fix this delema.....well you as most people come up with the idea the next day you will talk to your boss and tell him/her what is professionally on your mind and how this problem has progressed since losing the co-worker. Next day you wake up, yea you got the nervous stomach and you keep talking uo what you are going to say and what the boss may say.......So you arrive and ask to speak to Mr./Ms lazy ass and he/she says, I am so busy give me a few minutes.....oh great more time to sit and think about this crap is what you are thinking.....now he/she finally says come on back but I only have a few minutes. Now you feel rushed but you go in and start teling the "boss" about how you are feeling over worked, tired, and being used because since "John Doe" was terminate you were doing his job and your own and you "thought" this was a short time thing. Well the "boss" who now has put his own self in this position by telling the Company his/her great idea on the money saving payroll deal can't back pedal to the Company or he takes the risk of losing his/her job. Well so the boss in this situation that he/she placed their self into says to you, "well if you can't handle the job maybe we need to find someone who can do the job" Well that wasn't the right answer or answer you were looking for.....you dont know what to say except okay, but I can handle the job, the job I was hired to do not the job of 2 people. The boss ends this conversation by now turning this on you and asks that BIG question to you, "Are you going to be able to do this or do I need to replace you" Well you needing your job you say, oh yea I can handle it. Now he dismisses you, talk is over!!!!! Wow now you walk out of there in worse shape then before you went in because now you know the boss is looking to replace you because he/she is seeing you as a "trouble maker" for speaking your mind.......Am I on track? Haven't we all been there? So now you are 4x more stressed and you start to find your health being effected by all stress......you are sick more often and missing work.....Now the boss calls you into his/her office and begins to tell you how your attendance is really falling and you need to get this fixed right away or your job is on jeopardy......oh great just what you needed......well not being able to control sickness you have to call out again weeks later.....you coem back to work in fear and the "boss" calls you back and yep you got it........the lazy asshole fires you.......now you are over worked, stressed out, health problems, and now you are more stressed with more health problems......to add salt to the wound, you have no more health benefits and no money coming in. Bill collectors begin to call and the repo man is looking for your car, you have no car insurance and your electric and water are going to be cut off if the bill isn't paid. Cable TV and the cell phone the Company used to call you on.....hmmmm thing of the past that was a luxury and went away first. The "boss" who is lazy, oh he/she is still employed and yes not working any harder matter of fact less but making more money because he saved the Company more money....now that you are gone he has saved yet another salary expense and their is some other fool there working doing the job of 3 people!!!!!!you fellow co-worker who lost their job at first, your old job and their own job and they are in the same situation you were in and the problem continues.....

So what should you do,,,,,,well here is mumbles advise:

Once an co-worker is terminated, spring into action. Place request in for days off that you currently have preferably a week. Let the lazy ass boss know that you will not be able to be reached while away and let him/her know that you will not have a cell phone anymore. THE REASON FOR THIS IS, WITHOUT YOU BEING THERE AND THE CO-WORKER NOT THERE THE WORK WILL HAVE TO BE DONE BY SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOU MAYBE EVEN FORCE THE LAZY ASS TO DO IT. NO PHONE CALLS BECAUSE THE LAZY ASS KNOWS HE/SHE CAN NOT CALL YOU.THE REASON FOR A WEEK....ONE IT MAKES SOMEONE ELSE COVER THE LOST SO-WORKERS JOB STARTING A HABIT TO FORM, TWO YOU CAN START PUTTING YOUR RESUME OUT THERE TO OTHER COMPANYS, CALLED,"PUTTING YOUR EGGS IN THE BASKET" IN CASE LAY ASS HAS INTENTIONS ON FIRING YOU, YOU HAVE A PLAN.
Now you return to work after your week of applying other places and no phone calls. Never pull your cell phone out at work, the "boss" would then know that you do have a cell phone, dont give that to him/her....once back at work limit conversation and stay busy on your duties with your job, even if you are not busy look busy. WHILE YOU ARE WORKING HARD OF COURSE, TAKE NOTICE TO WHAT LAZY ASS ASS IS DOING AND BEGIN KEEPING A JOURNAL OF HIS/HER ACTIONS WHAT HE/SHE DOESN'T DO OR DOES THAT YOU KNOW IS WRONG. CAUTION: NEVER LET ANYONE READ YOUR JOURNAL OR LEAVE IT AROUND. THIS JOURNAL MUST BE VERY DETAILED TIMES DATE AND WHAT HE/SHE DID OR DIDN'T DO, EXAMPLE...LEAVING EARLY,BAD LANGUAGE, ECT.....
okay so now you have your journal which is basically you stacking the bullets for the gun.....times goes on and if the "boss" comes to you asking to double your load you have YOUR AMMUNITION...you have been accumulating it in your journal. When the "boss" keps pushing you to do extra work....well it is time. Find his/her bosses numner and make the call. REMEMBER BE VERY PROFESSIONAL AND NICE AND POLITE SET UP A TIME DAY TO MEET AND ASK THE "BOSS" BOSS TO OT SAY ANYTHING TO YOUR "BOSS" BECAUSE YOU FEAR RETALIATION.....YES USE THE EXACT WORK RETALIATION. COMPANIES HAVE A NO RETALIATION POLICY AND THAT KEY WORK SPARKS HIS MIND THAT YOU ARE AWARE OF THE POLICY. Now the big day comes....the bosses boss shows up and of course your "boss" you know the lazy ass.....is working like he/she has never worked before amazing, he/she really can work....YOU HAVE NOW FORCED THE "BOSS" TO DO SOME WORK, KUDOS TO YOU....OKAY NOW YOU TALK TO THE BOSSES , BOSS. BE CALM, RELAXED, AND BEGIN TALKING ABOUT YOUR CONCERNS. DO NOT BRING OUT THE JOURNAL YET. STATE HOW YOUR BOSS IS ATTEMPTING TO MAKE YOU DO DOUBLE WORK SINCE THE LOSS OF YOUR CO-WORKER AND EXPLAIN HOW HARD YOU WORK AND HOW DEDICATED YOU ARE TO THE COMPANY AND THAT IS WHY YOU SET THIS MEETING UP. LET THE BOSSES, BOSS KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING TO GIVE HIM/HER INFORMATION ABOUT YOU BOSS THAT IS ACCURATE AND SPECIFIC, YEP TIME TO PULL OUT THE JOURNAL...THE BOSSES, BOSS WILL BE TAKEN BACK AT LOOKING AT YOUR NEAT PROFESSIONAL BOOK. DO NOT EVER LET THE BOSSES, BOSS HAVE HOLD OF YOUR BOOK YOU ALWAYS KEEP YOUR HAND ON THE BOOK! ONCE THE BOSSES, BOSS IS TOLD ABOUT EVERYTHING ADVISE HIM/HER THAT YOU HAVE INTENTIONS OF FOLLOW UP WITH A RESOLUTION. LET HIM/HER KNOW THAT YOU HAVE SPOKEN TO YOUR LOCAL STATE LABOR DEPARTMENT PRIOR TO THIS CONVERSATION (THIS IS JOB SECURITY) AND YOU WERE INFORMED THAT IF ANYONE DOES RETALIATE AGAINST YOU, YOU WERE INSTRUCTED TO LET THE DEPT. OF LABOR KNOW ASAP. HE/SHE MAY ASK WHO YOU SPOKE WITH, POLITELY SAY, " I AM NOT AT LIBERTY TO REVEAL THIS INFORMATION AT THIS TIME" YOU ARE NOT OBLIGATED TO TELL THAT INFORMATION. HE/SHE MAY ASK TO HAVE YOUR JOURNAL, NO TELL HIM/HER YOU WILL COPY THE PAGES ON THEIR COPIER AND ASSURE YOU HAVE THE PERMISSION OF HIM/HER PRIOR TO DOING SO.

You will find that the "boss" will be off your back and lazy ass will most likely lose his/her job. DO NOT BRAG ABOUT WHAT YOU DID OR ANYHTING YOU TALKED ABOUT WITH CO-WORKERS. You will find that even when a new "boss" comes in he/she will respect you or be afraid of you because the Company will tell him/her about you. REMEMBER KEEP DOING YOUR JOB AND DOING THE SAME LEVEL OF WORK ETHIS YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAD, DO NOT SLACK OFF BECAUSE YOU HAVE AMMUNITION. Yes this ammunition needs to be gathered early on, do now wait until the shit starts hitting the fan or you will just be labeled disgruntle employee at that point. Date all material in the journal showing prior to anything hitting the fan.

Well this is mumbles advise and I will not be responsible if you use this information and you do not get the results mentioned here.

Let's face it though, we all either have been in this situation, are in this situation, or could potentially be placed into this situation. I felt the need to publish this to help relieve the people out there who have fell victim to BIG COMPANY bullshit.....This will prevent the mental and physical ailments you will endure if this was to happen to you.

oh and you wonder why I put in there about the eggs in the basket.....well best case sernio another employer calls you while you are employed still by the Company you fought and offers you better oppotunity and better money....weigh it out then make the decision, if you do leave give the formal 2 week notice and then leave. Let your closest work friend in the old Company all about your journal at this point to protect his/her job and let him/her know that i needed you will let him/her borrow your journal along with the journal they are keeping.

Good luck and it sucks we have to play hard ball with these employers but we need job security and right now employers feel as though they have the upper hand with unemployment rate so high and not an over abundance of jobs out there, they feel you are replacable easily......

These are the words of Mumbles........good luck in your career......

saga of the roller coaster of life part 4

Okay now this is beginning to look like those stupid series of scarey movies like Halloween, Nightmare on elm street, and friday the 13th....yea like they couldn't stop with just a one time hit or something new.....nooooo they have to keep it going.....okay off track and getting back on. I will not have a series this is my last post about this particular topic (for now). Well after my DMV expierence today yep Beaner and I hit the road for the great State of Maryland.......Well got to our location yea work!!!!!! it was an unfortunete day for an Associate of one of their local grocery stores. Beaner and I find our subject and watch Ms. Stealy and then we drag her back into the office and interrogate her. Ms. Stealy admits to some theft that she committed but justifies it by saying she didn't think such a BIG company would suffer, dumb azz Ms. Stealy didn't realize that with her ripping the Company off effect everyone employed and earning an honest living. Ms. Stealy's remarks about how she justifies it just straight pissed me off, I couldn't show my emotion though......I just walked out of the office leaving her with Beaner and female witness....what did I do? Yep I called the local Police Department......I then walked back into the room smiling from ear to ear and informed Ms. Stealy that we were now waiting for the Police. Tears flowed like someone had turned on an outside fawcet, oh not so funny now!!!! Police arrive famale Police Officer and I tell Ms. Cop what Ms. Stealy logic was ripping off the Company. Well Ms.Cop didnt find that to be a good answer and told Ms. Stealy that she was under arrest. So that was that other than the 90 pages of paperwork that I had to complete and the 15 e-mails I had to send out. Meanwhile Crash was content and was sending me pictures of c-dog and s-dog acting lazy and sleepy. Beaner and I were suppose to go to another location in bum f*ck Maryland far away but after the lots of paperwork and e-mails we decided against the drive and headed home.....yep we made a joint decision to travel home, made crash happy and also Ms. Airlines. Well lets of traffic but not too bad beaner and I talked the way home about how tomorrow we have to make that trip to bum f*ck Maryland. Tomorrow I may not be able to blog for we may be staying there to complete our work.........were see though. Beaner and I both agree we like coming home. Well got home after driving on that scarey raod I-95 North bound. I have to say overall the day ended up being okay and I think I am riding the middle rail, how long who knows!!!!!! If I have to stay in Maryland tomorrow night well may be on the low rail. Well people it is early in the morning and time for bed. Until tomorrow and the next saga, goodnight

roller coaster of life part 2

Well wanted to blog on yes this day is still a little rough but can say got something accomplished. Took a trip to the local DMV yes the great Department Motor of Vehicle......usually you get nothing but attitude and long lines and a hard time from the employee's. Today though we(crash) went in got in line and with in 5 minutes were actually waited on. To suprise me even more the woman behind the counter not only was pleasant and friendly but helpful. Wow we were in and out of there in less than 20 minutes..........Was this just a miracle? Well "Crash" was actually starting to break a slight smile as we attached the new 2010 sticker to the license plate........Well with everything starting to actually look up I suggested that we go and stuff our faces. We went to a favorite small local spot and ate like pigs, getting our usual.
We ate and then talked about how we need to really start working out in the gym again.....yea we pay gym memberships monthly and at first used it almost everyday. Now we are lucky if we get there once every 3 weeks. For me, beginning next week I will be there every day. I need to lose 20 pounds and can't do it eating late, not exercising and eating junk food. This will all come to a stop on Monday.......Well still need to make that long trip to Maryland today and on the road majority of the time, may come home, may not depends on my friend beaner, yep you heard it right his name is beaner! We may have to bunk overnight depending on the time we actually get done. We shall see though!!!!!! Well lets hope the day gets better as it goes on. Crash seems to be content for now (which is a good thing) and Crash is chilly no, freaking cold and under a snuggie..........well readers have to get ready to hit the road because beaner is waiting on me.........lets all hope for the high rail for the rest of the day

The never ending ride of life

Well people here it is first thing in the morning and already off to a horrible start!!!! I get out of bed and notice it is raining, imagine that still raining. Considering building an ark rather than work today, but can't do that need to make money to pay bills not an ark. Okay off track, so then seeing the rain, feeling every ache in my body (because of the rain) I decide to start my morning, well can't start right away now because of course the cell phone is ringing. Look at the phone who is it? Yep my boss! She wants to ask questions of course that I have no answers to which of course leads me to have to make more phone calls to get the answers. Made the calls (of course no body ever answers voicemail) that is another blog though! I call back my boss to let her know that I have calls out to get answers. Keeping in mind I have yet to shower, get dressed, etc.....For future reference we will call my boss, Sassy. I finally sit down for a minute, after my boss episode and then have to answer to "crash". "Crash" begins asking me questions now that I have no answers to....Oh did I mention that all this happening and the trash men, oops Sanitation engineers come and only take one can full of trash leaving behind the other big trash can full of garbage, thats right this is the 4th week they didn't take it and I don't know why other than maybe it is too heavy for the weaklings.....So now I have decided to blog this great morning. I am sure the day will only get worse oops better. It seems like "life" is just a long roller coaster ride and when things are okay or good you are on the top rail, then not long there it comes blasting down on the bottom rail and continues to stay there 3x as long as the okay or good time (top rail). Only wish I could find a way to stay on the middle rail........you know the one where your not at the top but not at the bottom. How can one achieve or find this? Well if someone out there finds out the answer please let me know and believe me you would be rich!!!!! Well the day needs to go on and I must shower and get dressed then hit the road.....yep of course I will be driving like always on the highway to get to work and if lucky enough we will get done early enough to make the long drive home. Yes you got it....working out of state what a joy!!!!!!!! Will blog later tomorrow and in the mean time think about how one can achieve to ride the middle rail. I just want to get a break. Everyone deserves a break once in a while......as a wise azz oops wise one would say, "my turn" to have a break that is. Well people hope you are/did/or do have a great rainy dreary day. My day, already started out on that never ending ride.

Nosey people

Ever wonder why people have to always know what you are doing or they listen to your conversations? Well I have much knowledge on this topic. Lets just say I know someone we will call "Crash" who wants to know what I am doing, where I am or have been, what time I will be here or there ect.......Nosey people really bother me because they all up in your cool aid all the time. well let me end this now because ms "crash" is questioning oh once again.

Today

Well I started this page today this is the first test page